It is part of our life to have our ups and downs. But why do people acting like they don't know what happening on their environment. Maybe we encounter such unreliable things, but for those whom really using their head it’s just an ordinary, a normal event, or something happened a lot of times and it seems like nothing changed.
I was shocked to know that I’m still an immature kid. How could I am? I am totally different to everybody, but I can’t take such things that I was different because of being immature. Every time I encountered an events, I can’t finished that day without the presence of my innocence. Why do people hang with me then after that day they don’t? Why do unusual things happened to me, that even I experienced it a lot of times I’m acting like it was the first time. Why does someone love me even they don’t?
Since when I was young, there’s a lot of questions hanging on my head. Yung feeling na parang sasabog yung ulo mo dahil hindi mo alam kung ano yung nararamdaman mo. Unusual feelings that will make your head explode like a bomb. For the one who in loved, this feeling was about thinking about someone who’s really special for them. But for the usual person, it seems there’s no reason to have this feeling.
Ang hirap mabuhay na andami mong iniisip. Yung times na gusto mong matahimik pero hndi mo magawa. Yung time na until your dreams ginagambala ka pa. Ewan ko ba, hindi naman iyon ung first time na na-in love ako. Pero yung nararamdaman ko para kakaiba. He was totally attached to me, and then I can’t help myself to forget him. I don’t know, pero hindi naman kami totally close sa isa’t-isa. Pero feeling ko kilalang kilala ko na siya.
I’m too young I guess to know how does people let their lives just go on. But I’m older enough to know how do people work around me. Maybe I’m too immature to tell myself that everything usual or unusual is part of the usual life. Maybe I guess this is how the world revolves around its axis.
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