How does trust exist?

We as a person we trust our special someone. But does our trust really exist on them? We can’t help ourselves to be fool of it. We trust them but there are still times that you can’t try to not think about negative sides. Me, I have a lot, a lot of trust for the others. But I’m still thinking negative to them, which make relationships broken. I can’t understand why do we need to think about something, something that will make you feel bad. Eh, pwede namang puro positive lang isipin mo. We can’t help ourselves to think all about the sides’ even it was negative or positive.

We trust other, but we can’t give our full trust. May sinabi lang ung isa turn off agad. Sometimes it starts on the person whom you really trust but you don’t know who really are they. But are you thinking that everything that happening was started on how we work or how we do something? We have a freewill on what we have to choose. We have the right choice, but every choice there’s a consequences. Consequences that you really need to undertake because you’re the one who chose it.

I’d tried before to have a long distance relationship. But that was not just a long distance relationship; it was with no communication relationship. Can you imagine? Involving to someone without any communication? I trust him I think it was enough. I tried to not think about anything what he could do without our communications. But it was totally wasted. Normally, we trust our friends of course. But I can’t imagine that my best friend did try to steal my boyfriend. And then she won; I’m tired to trust someone who doesn’t really deserve it. Does she think they can have a happy relationship? Of course they can, but they actually cannot. She’s like a trashcan that catches waste. Then after that, hindi pa nakuntento. Naghanap ng ibang barkada para sumikat at magkaroon ng boyfriend na college. I can’t imagine what she was doing on herself. She was totally desperate. And she can’t help herself to stop. How could she live long even other hate her and other looking her like a slave?

Madaling sabihin na may trust ka sa isang tao. But you can’t do fully trust them. Trust na hindi nabibili sa tindahan o kahit sa may pinakamamamahaling department store pa. You can do trust them, but it was totally invisible for them. How could it be I’ve been invisible but I’m totally not.